Chapter Ten
There are some photo images
of violence that will forever stick in most people’s minds. Who has not
despaired at the image of row upon row of the emaciated bodies of Jewish
inmates in Auschwitz? Who has not been filled with horror by the image of Kim
Phuc, a nine-year old girl running from a napalm attack in Vietnam, her clothes
burned from her frail little body? Who has not been shocked by the image of
South Vietnam’s police chief, Nguyen Ngoc Loan, executing a suspected Vietcong
guerrilla in the street.
There
are other images that shock and disgust.
But
only two images of hideous violence shook me to the core and they weren’t photos,
they were both in my mind. One was the sight of that mangled body in the
Belfast mortuary. The other was an image of tiny massacred bodies in a Mostar
orphanage.
That
night I dreamed of both.
I woke
up early next morning, mind still buzzing with the anguish of my vivid dreams.
The immediate impact faded quickly as most dreams do, but the emotional residue
remained for some time. I lay in the semi darkness, slowly washing away my
mental discomfort by concentrating on what had happened the previous night at
the Blue Taboo club. The warm body beside me helped stop me from jumping out of
bed to get dressed.
Penny
stirred much later, snuggled up close for a while and then encouraged me into a
bout of sex that shook my mind into overdrive. Later, while I was still
recovering, she announced that she never lay in too long because it was a bad
habit. She was first out of bed and I leaned back against the headboard
watching her get dressed. She had as much grace and fluidity getting into her
clothes as when she got out of them; like a ballerina.
I
reached up onto one elbow. “Where did you learn to dance?”
“Been
dancing on and off since I was a child, so I have.” She looked almost beautiful
in the diffused morning sunlight that came in through the east-facing window. I
guessed it was something to do with the way her face glowed with a child-like
freshness.
“What
sort of dancing?”
“Started
off at junior ballet classes like lots of kids. Most little girls do, you know.
I tried other things after that.”
“But
you went to full time ballet school later on?”
“For a
while, when I left school.”
“Explains
why you’re so smooth the way you glide around the stage.” I tossed in the
remark provocatively. “You’re streets ahead of that other girl; what’s her
name…”
She
made a short, scornful noise. “Molly McNamara. Probably not her real name, but
who cares? And if you want to know a girl’s name just ask me straight off,
don’t beat around the subject first.”
I
tossed her a wink. “Molly, eh? Not exactly my type. She’s too dumpy. Movements too
wooden. That’s her stage name?”
“They
introduce her as Molly the Dolly. She’s only been with the agency two or three
months. She’s still got a fair bit to learn.”
I
carried on watching intently right up to the point where Penny’s breasts
disappeared under a silk blouse.
“Did
she know Marie?” I asked. I couldn’t hide a note of disquiet in my voice. I
must’ve been brooding over the confrontation with Molly since the night before
and was no nearer finding out how the girl had discovered my identity.
She stiffened
slightly, betraying an inner tension I hadn’t been aware of. Until then. “Probably.
In fact, almost certainly. Why do you want to know?”
“It
might be important. I’ll talk to anyone who knew Marie or worked with her. Like
the Fisher girl, for instance. Did she know Marie?” I looked at Penny, waiting,
but she was taking her own time, consulting some deep inner opinion before
replying.
“I
never saw the two of them together. Whatever Marie thought about Fisher, she
said nothing to me.” As she spoke, Penny bent over to choose a skirt from the
bottom of her wardrobe. “Besides, Fisher isn’t the sort of person Marie would
get mixed up with.”
“A bad
lot?”
“And
then some.” She stood up and studied two skirts, one in each hand. “What do you
think of these? Which do you like best?”
“The
short one. Shows off your legs.”
“Lecher.”
“Admirer
of the female form.” I decided to change tack, convinced Penny would know
nothing more which might shed any light on the matter. “How did you first get
involved with the Gidleys?”
“The
usual way. Someone recommended me. They’re well known in the business. Used to
be on stage themselves, you know, when they were younger.”
“Don’t
tell me Tessie was a stripper?” The mental image must have caused me to smile
because Penny suddenly grinned back at me.
“Idiot.
They started off as rep players. Worked their way onto the London West End
stages. Billy never got very far, but Tessie was once in The Sound of Music, did you know that? Just a bit part as a nun,
but it was real theatre. Can you imagine it? Tessie Gidley playing the part of
a nun!”
“So
she was an actress”
“And a
bloody good one to get away with something like that! Mind you—” The sentence was never finished.
When I studied her face it wore an expression of indecisiveness. She still
couldn’t make up her mind which skirt to wear.
“Yes?”
I tried to get her mind back onto the subject of Christine Fisher.
“Nothing.”
She dropped both skirts and dived back into the wardrobe.
Information
was now dribbling out and it was all fascinating stuff, but what did it have to
do with Marie’s murder? Instinctively, I had this feeling that this latest
information was important, but I couldn’t quite figure out why. Then I realised
that I was classifying every bit of new information as important. Gathering it
up like a squirrel gathers nuts and hoarding it away. Unlike the squirrel’s
nuts, much of my hoard would probably turn out to be useless.
Thoughts
about Marie tripped another recent memory inside my brain.
“Last
night the barman, Tommy Brennan, said he knew Marie better than most. What did
he mean by that?”
Her
mind finally made up, Penny stepped into a short, neat skirt. “Ignore it. Tommy
Brennan’s well known for shooting his mouth off. If he’d actually pulled as
many girls as he claims, he’d be in his grave by now.”
“Like
Sammy Wilde?”
“No.
Sammy Wilde actually did pull the girls. Old and young alike.”
“But
not Marie.”
“Not a
chance.”
“You?”
“What
the hell do you take me for?” She pulled on a loose sweater and made to smooth
it down over her chest. Unfortunately it stayed loose, obliterating the shape
beneath. Then she stalked off to the kitchen.
I
thought she might be getting breakfast, but didn’t care to follow her to find
out. It was too warm and comfortable in the bed. I must have been dozing a while
before I heard a chime sounding in the hallway.
“Doorbell!”
Penny called out from the kitchen to the accompanying sound of a kettle coming
to the boil.
“Oh
yeah?”
“Yeah!
So move your lazy arse and answer it!”
There
was no arguing with her tone of voice. I hastily pulled on a robe and went out
to the hallway, still fastening the belt as I opened the door. An experienced
criminal investigator would have been more careful, but I had much to learn.
Maybe I wasn’t cut out for that sort of thing anyway.
Chief Inspector
Rourke stood outside, along with a uniformed officer. Both wore a sidearm.
“Good
morning, Mr Bodine. Sorry to catch you in bed.”
“What
the hell do you want?” The words snapped out angrily before I could put a check
on them.
Rourke
was polite but curt in reply. “I wonder if we could have a short word with
you.”
“I’m
not dressed—”
“I can
see that, sir.” The politeness lapsed somewhat as Rourke pushed his way into
the apartment and his companion followed. They both removed their hats and the
junior man fingered his holster. John Ford would’ve made a great Western movie
out of those two guys. It felt like I was about to be invited to a lynching
party.
Penny
came into the lounge, a frying pan in her hand. From the look in her eye, I
thought she was going to hit Rourke with it. Her lip curled. “What’s going on
here? What do you want?”
“Just
a routine matter, miss.” Rourke eyed the frying pan and I got the feeling he
would have reached for his pistol at the slightest sign of a threat. “We called
to see Mr Bodine.”
I was
pretty keyed up by now and I let it show. “How the hell did you know I was
here?”
“We’ve
been keeping an eye on you, sir. Don’t want you coming to any harm.”
“Spying
on me, are you? As if I’m some sort of criminal? And just what the hell do you
want with me now?”
Penny
edged in beside me, frying pan still at the ready. “That’s right. What do you
want with him?
Rourke
cleared his throat. “We’d appreciate, Mr Bodine, if you’d stop interfering in
our investigations.”
I
gaped at him. “Who’s interfering? As for investigations, what investigations? I
ain’t seen any investigations. Are you investigating something, Chief
Inspector?”
I sat
down heavily on the settee and Penny fell into place beside me, the pan on her
lap. The two policemen remained standing, which put them at an immediate psychological
advantage. They knew what they were doing all right.
“We
heard that you were at the Blue Taboo Club last night, Mr Bodine. Asking
questions.”
“Who
told you that?”
“A
friend of ours saw you there. Heard you asking about your sister.”
That figured.
I should have been expecting this call. “There’s no law against asking
questions. Is there?”
“It’s
a delicate situation, Mr Bodine. We’re investigating your sister’s murder and
I’m afraid you’re getting in our way.”
“Am I
really? Tell me how. How am I getting in your way, Chief Inspector?”
“Just
take my word for it.”
“Take
your word? Why?” Inside I was beginning to seethe, but I tried to hold that in
check. “You know, I’m real cut up about the fact that my sister has been
murdered and, quite frankly, I don’t see any sign of you doing much about it.
You can’t tell me who killed her or why. Can you?”
He
scratched his chin and eyed me like I was some sort of dog-shit. After a
moment, he said, “We’re still working on it.”
“Really?
Well, it don’t show much and I aim to find out for myself just what happened,
with your help or without it. Now, I haven’t broken any of your laws and you
can’t stop me going to the Blue Taboo or any other club. Got that?”
“Nice
little speech, sir. Saw it on Miami Vice,
did you? The fact is we already have people out there in the field
investigating the case. If you go around asking awkward questions and stirring
up trouble you’re likely to put those people in danger. Do I make myself clear,
Mr Bodine?”
“Plenty.
You think I might blow someone’s cover. Who? Tell me that, Chief Inspector.
Who’s cover?” I was baiting him because I knew darned well who he was talking
about.
“You
can’t expect me to reveal that, can you? All I can say is this: it would help
us greatly if you didn’t go around asking people about your sister’s murder.
For one thing, whoever killed Miss Bodine is likely to pick you out as a potential
target next time.”
“I can
take care of myself.”
“I
doubt that. I don’t think you’ve really appreciated what’s going on here in
Northern Ireland.” I sensed an air of self-superiority in his voice, as if he
was on top of things and I was the dumb mutt who knew nothing. “This isn’t some
sort of game, you know.”
I
wasn’t taken in by his act. “You could have fooled me. Is there something
you’re hiding from me about Marie’s death?”
He
grimaced and then quickly recomposed his manner. “When we have something to
tell you, we’ll tell you.”
“What
about me?” Penny’s patience suddenly snapped. “Henry’s driving me now that
Sammy Wilde is dead. I need a driver. Do you want me to give up my job?”
“No,
miss. I’m sure you can look after yourself, even if your friend here can’t.”
“That’s
enough, Chief Inspector. I’ve had—” I stood up suddenly, not noticing
that my belt was trapped under Penny’s bottom. The robe flew open and I hastily
swung away from the two men while I refastened it.
“As
you say, sir. I think that’s all for the moment.” Rourke backed away towards
the hall and his man followed. “Just remember what I’ve said. We can see
ourselves out.”
He
gave Penny a gentlemanly nod as he left and she scowled at him in return. Her
face was ashen and the pan shook in her hand.
“Did
you hear that?” I said incredulously when they were both gone. “Telling me to
back off from their investigations! The bastards!”
Penny
clenched a fist. “Those guys put the spooks into me.”
“I
know what you mean.”
“At
least you frightened them away.”
“I
didn’t say—”
“It’s
not what you said, numb-skull!” She came close and pulled at the belt of my
robe. “Good job it doesn’t frighten me away.”
*
It had stopped raining
but a few clouds were still scudding low, fast and heavy across the sky. Above
them, another mass of cloud ran by at a more northerly angle.
Penny
was free for the rest of the day and I wanted to see something of the
countryside so we packed ourselves a picnic and took off. To begin with, I
drove the hire car while Penny guided me along the route. Going through the
built-up areas still bugged me, especially when we came across military
patrols. For some reason, I also felt pretty hacked off at the sight of all
those gable end murals shouting out one form of bigotry or another.
Once
we got out onto the coast road and headed south towards the Ards Peninsula, it
all seemed a darned sight more peaceful. I began to relax. We drove for a while
with me just listening to the car radio and admiring the sea views.
Penny
fell quiet and I glanced at her to see she had her eyes shut. She probably
needed to relax some after coming out of Belfast. We had left behind the more
heavily populated areas and were cruising along in a relatively wild part of
the country. This was like I’d imagined Ireland should be: tiny cottages at the
roadside, wide empty fields and rugged seashore.
With
Penny no longer navigating, I followed my nose down the coast road until we
came to a small fishing village: a small-time place far away from Belfast. But
something stuck in my throat as soon as we rolled into the narrow main street.
Union flags hung from the lamp-posts and windows like they were celebrating a
coronation or something. The kerb stones were painted red, white and blue, an
untidy line of worn colours all the way along the road. I slowed down,
wondering what the hell was waiting around the next bend, half expecting to run
straight into a protest march or a big band parade. Deeply puzzled, I reached
across and gave Penny a shake to waken her.
“What
the hell is this all about?”
“What’s
what all about?” Penny opened her eyes and rubbed them. She sounded tired.
Still not fully back into the real world.
“All
this paint and flags. Some sort of festival?”
“No.”
She switched off the radio and finally managed to rouse herself from the quiet
mood she’d been in. “It’s always like this here. It’s a Loyalist village.”
“You
mean they live like this all the time? Day in and day out? Waving these flags
and shouting God Save the Queen.”
Penny
sucked air like she was getting exasperated and trying to stay calm. “Don’t
mock them. It’s their way of life. They take it very seriously.”
“Should
learn to take a joke. Hell, this is just one big joke, ain’t it?”
“For
God’s sake, Henry. You don’t understand anything, do you?”
I
calmed down, suddenly aware I was spooking her. “Maybe I don’t. Maybe I
shouldn’t be here.”
“Don’t
look down your nose at us, Henry. We’ve enough problems without that.”
Something
about the way she spoke worried me, as if I was digging into private thoughts
she normally kept hidden. As if I was invading some sort of sanctity in her
inner mind. “Sorry if I seem to be ignorant about all this. Suppose I must seem
like some sort of backwoods country boy to you.”
“This
is my home, and my country. Would you like it if I mocked your homeland? Would
you like me to make rude remarks about the way your people carry guns like they
live in a wild west town? Would you?”
That
one hurt so I avoided answering it. “Ever considered moving away from all this?”
She
thought for a moment. “If I had kids, Henry, I’d probably want to move away
from Ireland before all this got hold of them. But I don’t have kids, do I?
Maybe I’ll never have a family of my own and that’ll be a good thing. Means I
won’t have to run.”
We
drove on out of the village and the silence that followed was uneasy—an awkward
respite for both of us to digest the other’s words. There was a look of hard,
wet rain in the distant hills, but it didn’t seem to be heading our way. After
a while, I opened up the conversation again. “The way they covered that village
in tribal graffiti: I suppose they know what they’re doing?”
“Yeah,
they know all right. Your American Indians knew what they were doing when they
painted tribal graffiti on their bodies and their tepees to frighten their
enemies, didn’t they?”
I
grunted. Such deep thoughts from Penny came as a surprise, but that was not in the
least bit unwelcome because it made her so much more suitable as a possible
lifelong mate—if such a thing as lifelong union could ever be possible between us. That
was not the first time I appreciated how much she was growing on me.
I
drove on to another small village where we caught a ferry boat across
Strangford Lough. A strong tidal flow was running out through the narrow part
of the Lough, but the ferry struggled across it to the other side. We stopped
at the pub near where the ferry berthed and, for some odd reason, things looked
just a mite more civilised. We went inside and bought our drinks at the bar.
Then we ordered our food and the whole place looked almost congenial.
“You
been here before?” I asked. We found a window seat where we could look out over
the Lough: a pretty scene that would have been a real tourist trap in any other
country. I sat back with the pint of Guinness in my hand and began to relax.
Penny
sipped at a glass of nondescript white wine. “Not this particular pub. Never
been in here before now. But I’m glad we came. Glad to be away from Belfast.”
“Change
of scenery?”
“Change
of atmosphere.”
I
studied her across the top of my pint jar. “You know this area, do you?”
“Sort
of. I have to get out of Belfast at times. Just to get away, you know?
Sometimes, when I’m feeling low or guilty, I come down here. Other times I take
a bus away up towards the Antrim coast. It makes me feel… cleaner.”
I
frowned. “Guilty? You said ‘guilty’. What have you got on your conscience to
make you feel guilty?”
She
chewed at her lip. “We all get feelings like that at times. What makes you
think I’m any different from anyone else?”
Something
about the reply puzzled me, but I let it pass. I changed tack as a way of
keeping things friendly between us. “You know what the best thing about today
is? It’s spending time with you.”
“As
clichés go, that one’s pretty well washed out. Is that the best sort of chat-up
line you can think of?” A pause, and then, “Do you mean it?”
“Would
I say it if I didn’t?”
Penny
half closed her eyes. “Sometimes I wonder about you, Henry. You can be so nice
to me and then suddenly you get so uptight you’re difficult to live with. Is it
because of what I am? Because I’m a stripper? Because other men get to see me
naked on stage? Are you ashamed of me?”
“No,
of course not. It’s nothing like that, at all. If I get uptight—”
“No
‘if’ about it. You do get uptight, honestly.”
“All
right. When I get uptight it’s
because of things that I can’t explain to you, at least, not yet. Maybe one
day.” I took another gulp at my drink to give myself time to think. How much
could I admit to her? “There are things that happened to me, Penny. Things I’ve
seen and done that I haven’t learned to come to terms with. I was screwed up
inside long before I came to Northern Ireland. This business about Marie only
makes it worse.”
She
looked at me intently, her eyes now open again and closely focused on mine. “I
don’t understand you. I wish I did, but I don’t. How can I if you won’t open up
to me?”
Open
up? Tell her all about Carrie-Ann, and the guilt I would carry with me to my
grave. And it wasn’t just Carrie-Ann. Images of those innocent Balkan children
floated back into my head and suddenly that peaceful place no longer seemed
peaceful. “I rarely discuss my past with anyone. When I decide to talk about it,
you’ll be the first one to hear the story. I promise you that.”
“I
wish I could do something. Something to make everything right between us.”
“Maybe
you can.” I reached out for her hand. “Maybe you’d come back to the States with
me. When all this is over and done with, maybe we could make a go of it
together. You and me.”
She
looked at me but she didn’t speak for at least two full minutes. “I don’t know
what to say, Henry. Are you asking me to live with you?”
“Live
with me, be the mother of my kids.” I stared into her eyes. “We could get
married if you want it that way.”
She
laughed out loud. “Don’t be so stupid! We hardly know each other. You don’t
know what you’re saying. Men like you don’t marry women like me. In time you’d
get to be ashamed of me because of what I am. I couldn’t live with that.”
I drew
back and ran my gaze over her, wondering if I’d overdone things, wondering if
I’d said too much. “Ashamed of you? With a figure like yours? Back home I’d be
fighting off the competition and that’s nothing to be ashamed of.”
She
laughed; a light bubbly sound, as if she really enjoyed being flattered. “You
really know how to sweep a girl off her feet with words, don’t you? If this
wasn’t a pub I’d smack you in the face and then make love to you right there on
the table.”
“Better
save that last bit of it till we get home. Might upset the locals. So, what do
you say to my offer?” I set down my drink and reached for her hands.
“I
don’t know what to say. I think you’re out of your mind and you’ll come to your
senses one day. It just wouldn’t work, Henry. No way.”
“Well,
think about it. The offer stays open until the day I go back home.”
At
that point she went silent so I called the barman across and ordered more
drinks.
Some while
later we left the car by the pub and went for a walk along the shore. We
stopped at the edge of a field surrounded by a high hedge and we climbed over a
five-bar gate.
“Guess
it seems quiet enough for us to—” I suggested.
“The
ground looks damp,” Penny observed.
“A
spot of damp won’t hurt us,” I said. I wasn’t going to be put off, I wanted her
badly and nothing was going to stop me. It was like that so often these days, I
simply couldn’t get enough of her.
“There’s
a man in the next field watching us.” she countered.
“Good.
Hope he learns something.”
She looked
askance at me and then she laughed. “I’m supposed to be the one who gets men
worked up watching me.”
“Maybe
you could teach me a thing or two.”
*
On the way back to
Belfast I let Penny drive. She seemed more relaxed after one hell of a
satisfying session in the field and more ready to talk. She even smiled once or
twice.
“What
d’you think of Tessie Gidley?” We were driving fast up the Downpatrick Road
when I asked the question.
Penny
kept her eyes focussed straight ahead, her voice went cold. “I don’t trust her
an inch. Neither should you.”
“I
didn’t figure to. Give me your reasons.”
She
drew back her lips and hissed before replying, as if she was trying to turn
natural distaste into simple, coherent words. “There’s more to Tessie than
you’ve figured out.”
“Oh
yeah? So fill me in.”
“Hell!
Look at the woman’s name, idiot! Tessie! Doesn’t that mean anything to you?”
She glanced at me with a dark expression. The car weaved into the centre of the
meandering road before she brought it back onto the left hand side.
“What’s
in a name?” I asked, fingering my seat belt.
Penny’s
knuckles went white about the steering wheel. “Tessie is short for Theresa. The
name of a Catholic saint.”
“Shit!”
Tessie and Terri were two versions of Theresa. I recalled having that idea back
in the States. Why hadn’t I followed up on it?
“You
don’t find many Protestants in Northern Ireland called Theresa,” Penny said
firmly.
“There’s
one, obviously.” But Tessie Gidley wasn’t a Catholic, was she? Couldn’t
possibly be. “What are you trying to tell me, Penny?”
“Tessie
Gidley was born a Catholic. She changed her religion when she married Billy
Gidley. Billy; now there’s a strong Protestant name for you. Probably named
after King Billy. They still fight the Battle of the Boyne, you know. Every
bloody waking minute of their lives they fight that battle. They have to.”
“You
included?”
Either
she didn’t hear me, or she pretended not to. “You know what they say about
religious converts in this country? They say they’re more fanatical than the
ones who’re born into it. They have something to prove, you see. So they shout
louder than the rest.”
“You
think Tessie Gidley’s a fanatic?”
“You’d
better believe it.”
“I’ll
watch my back next time I meet her.”
She
gave me a sly glance. “You’ve still got a lot to learn, haven’t you? Even now,
you still know so little about Northern Ireland.”
“I
know that you once built a ship here called Titanic.”
For no obvious reason I went on to tell her about Jacob Bodine.
“Do
you blame us for his death?” she replied.
“Why
should I? The guy in charge when she sank was English.”
She
shrugged, keeping her eyes focussed on the road ahead. “You know why the ship
sank?”
“It
was going too fast and it hit an iceberg.”
“And—”
“There’s
more?”
“I had
a boyfriend once who worked in the shipyard design office. He reckoned
different. Reckoned it should have stayed afloat even after a glancing blow
with an iceberg. But, what the hell? Why get morbid over something that
happened long ago?”
“Tell
me anyway.”
“Another
time.” She raised a hazy smile. “Don’t want to spoil the day with talk of
disasters. Can you put your hand on my leg without causing me to crash the
car?”
*
It was getting late and I
was ready for bed, but I decided to hang things out a while. I had questions I
wanted to ask before we actually hit the sack. Bed was for enjoying, not for discussion.
Penny
was curled up in the best armchair, carefully painting her toe nails. She wore
a short cotton night shirt which was rucked up about her waist, quite oblivious
of the nudity that stretched from there to the soles of her feet. The look of
concentration on her face masked deep thoughts into which I had no immediate access.
I
coughed to attract her attention and said, “Penny.”
“Yeah?”
“Christine
Fisher.”
“Her
again?” She jerked her head upright and shot me a suspicious look. “What about
her?”
“How
can I find out more about her?”
“Why?
What do you want to find out?” The nail varnish was put aside with a very
deliberate motion. Legs unrolled slow and easy, leaving the night shirt still
rucked up about her waist. She knew what she was doing this time, but I didn’t
let it put me off my stride.
“She
might be able to tell me something important.”
“Keep
clear of her, Henry.”
“Yeah,
yeah. You told me that before.” Her evasive reply was just too blatant by far.
Told me more than what she actually said. “Now tell me where I can find her.”
Penny
shook her head. “I can’t. I honestly don’t know where she is right now. Haven’t
seen her in weeks.”
“Who
would know? Tessie Gidley?”
She
compressed her lips and slowly shook her head. “You really don’t know when to
take advice do you? If you go chasing after Christine Fisher you’ll end up in
deep trouble.”
“Like Marie?”
“Maybe.”
“Hmm.
It’s my ass. My decision.” I let her digest that bit before adding, “Now, spill
the beans. Who can tell me where to find her?”
Penny
looked down to where her legs were stretched out from the chair to the floor.
After a moment, she pulled them tight up against her chest, clamping them in
position with her arms. “I suspect she had something going with an IRA godfather.
Things were let slip, you know what I mean? The odd unguarded comment.”
I quickly
latched onto the opening she was giving me. “What’s the guy’s name? How do I contact
him?”
“His
name is Joe Felan and you don’t try to contact him because he’s a drug dealer
in a big way. You don’t ever try to contact those people. They get in touch
with you, if they want to.”
I
recalled the name from the first time I was in Belfast. A two-bit prostitute
had given me a warning about Joe Felan. I felt I was getting into something
really dangerous here so I tried to make my voice sound casual. “Someone has to
contact them some time or other.”
“Not
direct. These guys have networks of people they trust to do all the up-front
leg work. He hides out somewhere to the south, in County Down. The British
military call in bandit country.”
I
digested the information carefully. “So, Fisher was tied in with a big-time
Republican narcotics dealer? How did she get onto the Protestant Gidley’s
books? Didn’t they know she was into the other side’s drugs operation?”
“Probably
not. Not the drugs bit. But they would have known she was a Catholic. I told
you before: the Gidleys will take on anyone who can make money for them. As
long as the girls keep quiet about their religion and their politics. Apart
from that, Fisher wasn’t exactly on the Gidley’s books, not in the same way as
me and Marie. She just did a few occasional stripping jobs for them. More often
she worked at clubs where they use freelance girls. They’re cheaper, you see.”
“Just
the stripping jobs?” I wondered if the Gidleys really did know anything about
her narcotics line.
“And
other jobs.” Penny drew her face into a look of distaste. “She wasn’t fussy
about who she slept with, and that’s another reason why the Gidleys used her. Prostitution
pays even better than stripping. And don’t look so shocked. The Gidley’s use
girls for anything that makes money.”
“She
was a prostitute as well?”
“You didn’t
figure that one out? I reckon they probably knew she was a small-time user. But
it’s a safe bet that they didn’t know she was tied up with Felan. Just as well
for her.”
“Why?”
“Felan
is big with the Provos. The Gidleys would have murdered her if they knew.”
I
digested the information slowly. A picture was beginning to emerge. “But you knew about this?”
“It
came out one day. I overheard a conversation I wasn’t mean to hear.”
“Did Marie
know?”
“Maybe.
Maybe not.”
“But you knew.”
“What
is this?” Penny lowered her knees and glared at me. “Some sort of inquisition?”
“Skip the
aggro, Penny. I gotta get at the facts. You say the Gidleys probably knew Fisher
was a user?”
“If a
girl earns good money for the Gidleys, it makes sense for them to ignore some
of the facts. Like the fact she was a Catholic; an American Catholic just like Marie.”
“But
they wouldn’t have known about her connection with Felan?” I chewed on that one
for a moment. “So, how do I make contact with this hood?”
“Don’t!”
She glared at me.
“You
can’t stop me. I’m a big boy now and I do what I want.”
“Please—”
“How
do I get to meet him?” I put on a pleading expression. “Come on, Penny, help
me. I need to do this and I need help.”
She
stood up and walked to the window. Several minutes passed before she spoke
again. “You really sure about this, Henry?”
“What
do you think?”
“All
right, damn you! If you really want to do this I’ll put out some feelers for
you. Make a few enquiries.”
“People
you know?”
“There
are a couple of other girls I’ve come across who knew Fisher. Girls who work
for the Gidleys. They might know what to do. Just leave it to me. All right?”
“Thanks.”
“I’m
only considering the possibilities. If you went blundering in on your own you’d
soon get your head blown off. Killed outright. Or worse.”
“There’s
worse?”
Her
face tightened sharply. “They don’t actually kill you. Not straight away. They
just make you wish they had.”
“Sound
like real nice guys,” I said as casually as I could manage. But, inside, I was
trembling. “What drives them?”
“Hatred,”
she said calmly. “Pure undiluted hatred. They were born to it, they grew up
with it and now it rules their lives. If you don’t understand that you’ve
learned nothing since you came here.”
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